So,  It's been a while, thanks to Sachairi who's posting that she'd updated made me realize that I should probably do the same just in case anybody does actually follow this thing.  So, they finally found my CT and I was told it was unclear and they needed another ultrasound, transvaginal this time, now, I don't let anyone near me so I had major issues with the idea.  I finally did make it to the hospital, and I held it together until I was called in, I couldn't have explained if I had wanted to I was crying and shaking so hard, in the end the tech did a standard u/s and decided she couldn't put me through the other one, but she did tell me that the CT was perfect, there was just some growing concern over what it was showing, apparently the mass is solid and both ovaries are grossly enlarged.  Just what I wanted to hear.  The u/s was on Dec 3rd, I'm still waiting to hear what's happening, thinking about going up tomorrow to see my dr in person and see if the results are in.  In other news, I was 'tricked' into seeing a christian counselor who promptly set about giving me a test to score my depression(turns out that's one test you don't want a perfect score on haha), I was then given a copy with instructions to make sure my Dr got it and a business card with instructions to call if there was any questions.  I'm still not sure about that, I prefer to keep my dr out of my past and my personal life as much as possible. Things have been crazy here, I can't say much because I can't risk jeopardizing the investigation, but I'm not sure how much more of it I can take.  I've been down for 2 weeks with an injured ankle and if doctors are to be believed I've got another 4 weeks to go, frustrating since I need to lose a significant amount of weight to be where I want to be and I was doing very well with the low cal diet and the workouts, I don't want to lose 6 weeks of exercise, because I want to keep up the very encouraging losses, with any luck I'll be back to at least something really soon...